Well the first month of 2009 has blown right by me without a single post. I know I don’t need to apologize to the audience I don’t have, but I feel guilty as this blog is one of the few ways I have to express myself and my creativity. I started this blog many years ago as a way to release the stress and anxiety I internalize and I feel it has become one of the few creative outlets I have. I am not an artistic person, nor am I musically inclined. I used to really enjoy writing and always had something to say but lately life has been so busy with the mundane routine of ordinary work that I’ve neglect to put myself out there with blogging. Furthermore I’ve been neglecting my photography and I hope to make a change on that front as well.
So here we are into February of 2009. My thirtieth birthday is just around the corner and I’m going to take this moment to stop and reflect on myself. Over the past thirty years I’ve learned a lot about myself but I think the past three years have taught me the most. I’ve had to deal with a lot of amazingly difficult personal issues and have come out on top of each and every one of them. I am proud of myself and feel stronger than I ever thought I could be. I think, for the first time in my life, I have come to terms with who I am and my limits. I am aware they exist, I respect them and I am comfortable telling those around me what they are. Finally I am not fighting myself.
I’ve a few topics I’d like to delve into in more detail and will begin posts on each of them to be published later. Right now I want to spend time in my bed with my cats while I wait for my wife to return from a day in the city.
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